I want to take a second to talk about something I ping pong over all the time. Its the issue of love— finding a boyfriend/lover/partner.

A lot of people tell me “it’ll happen when you’re not even looking for it” and that totally conflicts with the rest of my theories on life.

I think you will things into existence. Energy flows where attention goes. It works with jobs, social things, phone calls, opportunities… so why isn’t it working with people, specifically men? Am I too specific? Do I want something impossible? Doesn’t someone else want to have the crazies?

I’ve never had a boyfriend that pursued me… I’ve always been hugely aggressive to get what I wanted. I made the first call, the first move, asked them out on the first date. I guess it could be because I like chasing more than being followed.

I also think I’m listening to too many love related episodes of TAL.